

My story has been told way too much this year (With friends I change a bit the tunes of Simon and Garfunkel and joke, I am just a
poor boy but my story’s often told). I’m humbled but still completely unclear
as to why because as I said to NBC the things that people are talking about are
the basics of life, one foot in front of the other with people you love (Today show: http://www.today.com/video/today/53581524
and NBC nightly news: http://videodelivery.nbcnews.com/now/bypass/mp4/3aaae01e-e0f4-439d-aa7a-8d5e3e774105/00000000-0000-0000-0000-000000000000/3a41c6e4-93a3-4108-8995-64ffca7b9106/713b74f9-2da7-4d0f-a53b-adc388e18301/0/0/191/1695775667/nn_09_lh_marathon_131116.mp4?sid=125).

have been considered and a few have been attempted. Some are just so different from my perspective that I blow them off but the simple truth is I trust my doctors, my friends and my family and if the tests go well next week or poorly, I am grateful for the journey. I am grateful that friends have laughed and cried with me (for good laughter see the current attached note someone gave me for my 3 rd cancer anniversary). And while I assure you I do some of both, I still insist it's healthier to laugh at some of the things that make you cry. I mean this week alone a very polite and very enthusiastic telemarketer called and said
Telemarketer: I'm calling from <> to tell you about our car insurance rates dropping.
Me: I don't drive. Telemarketer: Well let me talk to you about our life insurance, do you have any serious pre existing conditions:
Me: I have brain cancer.
Telemarketer: Well, if any of that changes, keep us in your mind... I mean give us a call then.
Some things couldn't be scripted if you tried. I felt sorry for the kid who got the bad luck of getting my number and I'm sure he's feeling sorry for me or wondering if I was just messing with. But I really do hope that as we remember that story today or whenever that we both look back at it and laugh or at least smile.
For four years in a row now, at years end, I could have said this
was the strangest most unexpected year of my life (2010 cancer, 2011 brain
surgery and divorce, 2012 waking up in an ambulance and getting fired and
custody fight, 2013 winning a marathon, a few media things, race invitations
and a few legal battles). I assure you on January 1st 2014, I will
be hoping that even if it’s a strange year that it will at least be less
strange than the previous one. But with or without strangeness, it's good to have shared some of the company.
But still whether this is all I get or whether there is some
eternal life, that’s all I’m trying to do is just make it a good story which is just life itself. Because
there is no one always there and so however long life lasts, when we’re running
together or throwing a Frisbee or going to church or cooking a meal, I try to
focus with Kiana or whoever is with me or if it’s just me to take some joy in
the journey, to make the pancakes into flowers, to make the run a karaoke show,
to make a walk into a heart warming, hand holding experience. And that is the
best story I could ever dream up.
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