I recently saw a Thoreau quote given to me on an 18th
birthday card: “Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life
you’ve imagined.” At 18, I thought
it was kind of a silly card to give me. Of course, I was going to go in the
direction of my dreams, I was going on a full scholarship to a college in Napa
Valley, I was dating a cute girl… what could possibly go wrong? If you’d asked
me to imagine my life at almost 33, I’d be doing some great fulfilling career,
be contributing there and elsewhere, have some good hobbies and have lots of
good friends.
Well… fast forward 15 years… and my life is certainly not
what I would have imagined. Between Wednesday and Thursday, I received emails
from an attorney, a notice of another legal setting in August, I got a call from my neuro oncologists office about
rescheduling my summer follow up because my doctor was on call. I biked 37
miles on one of those days between two legal places and home to get things
notarized and certified copies and set up a will signing. But then again, I
also biked just as many miles to volunteer places on Thursday and went on the
Austin marathon’s trash run on Wednesday and picked up tons of recycling in
ditches. (By the way the google maps app is awesome on a bike because it tells
you voice if you’re making a wrong turn… I know that sounds a little pathetic
but when you get lost a lot… I start to love technology)

And if that doesn’t mess with my self-esteem I follow some
forums on brain tumors both cancerous and some about epilepsy issues. One of
them had a study this week about hypergraphia (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypergraphia)
about how people with epilepsy have a compulsion to write and me, a guy who has called this blog his therapy
wondered if even his therapy was a symptom of his disease. (Hypersexuality was
in the study too for those who want to make a George Clooney joke).
But in the middle of wondering if not having the life I
imagined, I received a letter from one of the authors of one of the articles
about that marathon win. I’ve asked all the ones who actually interviewed me to
send me an autographed copy for a scrapbook I’m making for Kiana. They have all
done so and sent a nice note but this one came with a really long one that made
me hope that maybe I am still contributing something http://www.nj.com/ ledger-dalessandro/ index.ssf/2013/03/ marathoner_with_brain_cance r_inspires_wins.html?
And then I was tagged in the blog by Alexander Nichols http://liveepicbeepic.com/texas-spartan-race-with-iram-leon/,
the guy who kicked my ass and guided me through the first day of Spartan race…
And he was wrong on me not needing much guidance on Sunday, I got lost twice
but the volunteers called me back.

Thoreau wrote his thoughts in the 1800’s but two of the most
fun races I’ve done recently have been Greek Themed… the Spartan race and the
marathons. So perhaps, it’s time to go back a little but farther to when
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