The day I broke 5 minute was 104. I mentally decided that
the heat couldn’t possibly defeat over just one mile. Everyone after said it
was impressive that I broke five period but especially in that heat. I didn’t
notice the heat until well after the run at which point I coughed like there
was no tomorrow but tomorrow came…
I’ve been watching the Olympics fairly consistently; I’ve
even had the privilege of meeting a couple of those athletes. People have to
listen to their bodies and the body apparently doesn’t let you do what you
train for sometimes though that should be second guessed (http://www.reuters.com/article/2012/08/09/oly-health-extremes-day-idUSL6E8J94R120120809)
. The one thing I just am trying so hard to avoid is something those athletes
had to do, DNF, did not finish.

I watched the Olympic marathon at an Austin Runners Club and
watched the winner of the Austin Marathon have an injury where he couldn’t
finish and he looked a bit sad to have his first marathon where he DNF (did not
finish). There were some injuries on some shorter courses where people limped
and kissed hurdles but those were shorter distances. I broke a 5 minute mile
but I also have a marathon I want to get done. You can’t limp for 26 miles.
Still, today I went out and ran to the brainpower 5k
playlist, a playst entitled IQ, something I’m still trying to keep, to raise to
push, to believe that somehow the best days are still coming, a belief that
really is hard these days.
I applied for a job at the American Cancer Society
yesterday. I applied for jobs today at the city of Austin leading recreational
sports for shorts. They may be a long shot and I thought maybe it was too much
to dare to dream of but… I really am
trying to avoid ever having a DNF on my record. I also don’t want an I don’t try.
I’ve always said that I’d rather regret things I have done than things I haven’t
done… but you can only make mistakes once, the second time it’s a choice. Or to
quote Arthur Miller…maybe all one can do is hope to end
up with the right regrets.
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