Yesterday, I had a ridiculously good medical appointment,
the best in a while. My heart rate came back as it’s best ever (it was 51 the
day of the original seizure, 47 the day of the brain surgery and yesterday it
was 44). The anomality in the MRI has remained stable enough to where we are
going back to doing MRI’s further apart. The bloodwork came back as we hoped
and because I was smart enough to do the Boston Marathon intelligently… I can
choose to do another one but was also reminded that seizures, like strokes, can
have permanent effects that have nothing to do with cancer… Something to think
about. I asked my doctor’s office to sponsor the Brainpower5k and they are considering
it. Matt, who wrote that article about me and made me get a mohawk, is now signed up with my neurologist. From the appointment with the neurologist I had some time to kill before a relatively successful
counseling session with Kiana’s mother so I ran a very hilly 6 miles trying to
keep that heart strong. And then I met with the minister I meet with every
week. While Monday at 9:00 is not when
we usually meet, I purposely scheduled it for that time because well, I was
nervous something would go poorly today.
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I am going cycling tonight and maybe, just maybe, I should
be open to some new possibilities in all types of areas not just exercise.
People have pointed out that I seem closed to love and I have been but maybe,
just maybe, it’s time to consider considering the possibility. I still remember
from my cultural anthropology class that love is actually the emotion/idea that
there are the most definitions about in different cultures. I don’t know what
the correct definition but I guess I see the feeling of love as in the taste of
food. Just becomes something tastes good is nowhere near enough indication. Love has feelings involved but I see it
more like nutrition. If you want to be healthy, you can find things that both
taste good and are good for your system or things that taste good but are horrible for you. But if you follow nutrition at all, we
know that it’s not something that there is a universal agreement on. Still, I
had a decent breakfast and lunch today and I’m weighing in well at the doctor
and my heart is strong. My mind has some cracks but maybe they are getting
better or at least stable. I’ll take it all.
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